This is me comiNg out for the first time!
I am attracted to women, I fantasize about sleeping with some of my female friends. I have been touched by quite a number of girls and I loved it. I love my boyfriend, but I don’t get as h**** for him as I do for girls and sadly, I cannot tell him because he’s homophobic. I have made love with a friend before although she initiated it, we never spoke about it. I initiated the second one though and loved every bit of it. I just wish I could have a girlfriend that I can openly love but my religious beliefs and family will kill me if I do.