OK, so turns out at age 56 I am gay. Gave that black guy 2 more BJs and again his body turned me on. Will live my gay truth and look for a black man to be with. Pretty sure I can be a submissive bottom. Already love a flat chest, can get used to making out too. I’ve already crossed so many lines. Downloading pics of naked black men, pierced my ears. Already paint my nails. Excited to live the gay life and be with men. I’ve switched teams and my closet is open!