i hate my dad. literally. i’m sick of him and he’s probably sick of me. he never says sorry. mom never listens to me. she always forgets to respond back. how am i supposed to f****** act normal when my dad is a f****** time bomb and my mom is barely there in the picture. does he not get that it would be normal for people to go f****** insane if all they do is hold grudges, anger, resentment to save face? he thinks everything will be okay after time passes. but thats not right at all. i remember. all its doing is tarneshing my respect for u. or what was respect. literally all his kids love him half-heartedly. they love him only because he is family. if there wasnt a connection between us, if he wasnt family, we wouldn’t like him. i don’t love him as a person. but i guess i have to love his position as a “father” i feel numb i feel miserable sometimes. i hate how my pain, my emotions vanish so quickly but i still remember it in my mind. f*** you why do u get to be so angry out loud i wanna scream too and scream in your ears tell u everything that i feel tell u that its ur fault too