I’m using my boyfriend for a place to live..

I honestly started falling out of love with him recently, and trying my best to make it work I don’t see a future with him..so I’m cheating on him with my ex..I’m lying to both of them and in the end when I get my own place..I plan on dropping my now bf and being with my ex..I do feel Guilty but I won’t have a place to Live if we break up now..