It .ight not be a battle, but you’re jealous spiteful and you have some problems that bring that out. Which causes you to reach out and take unprovoked jabs. I’ve seen it first hand. Is that a battle? Personally I think it is. You seem to be grappling with something personal that you can’t win.
Being jealous and spiteful is not a very good way to attain what you’re looking for. They are ugly traits. Take it from someone who is unbeatable 😉