I am addicted to p***.
I am aggressive in s** to a point of violence.
I am physically violent.
I am obsessed with money.
I constantly feel on the verge of snapping, and bludgeoning someone to death.
I feel bad about this. I want to be better, but after this many years I don’t know if I’m just faking feeling bad or actually feeling bad. I wish there someone I recognized there in the mirror, but there isn’t.