I have a r*** kink. Like, year nine, wanting to be raped by that one teacher from my school that I’ve been trying to get the attention of for the last however long since I first came to the school.
I’m assuming this is a trauma response or something, but I still feel pretty s***** considering I know a lot of people who have experienced s***** assault, abuse and/or r***. I’ve been through it too, yet here I am fantasising in class about being bent over his desk because he noticed that I was (attempting lmfao) to flirt with him and get his attention s*******. Y’know? Kinda fucked if you asked me