I am East Indian guy married with Filipino White mix girl. I had s** with lots of girls with different races. But I had desire to feel man b**** inside me. I was on work trip and staying in hotel for few days. I met a black guy in bar and we got along and even went for dinner. Everything was normal till then. We had drinks too.
Next night we planned to watch a movie in my room because it was raining outside. We then started discussing about straight guys exploring k**** things. He shared when he was with two men before after his marriage and his wife doesn’t know about it. I also shared my desire to explore that part too. The moment we saw into each other eyes and suddenly we locked our lips. Fast forwarding.. I end up giving him BJ and dude came on my face.
Next night we planned to explore more and bought lube. The thought of entering him in my a** gave tingling all over my body. So we tried but he could only enter his tip. I couldn’t handle the pain. The dude is huge 8.5″ with thick c***. Even I struggled to fit him in my mouth lol.
After few weeks we decided to meet again just for fun and this time I prepared myself for everything. After few drinks we tried. He struggled in beginning to enter me but finally he shoved in my a**. The pain was excruciating and I thought many times to stop him but I was enjoying too so we had it. He came inside my a**. This was great experience. Since then we met many times and had s**.
Now the thing is both of us are married and have kids so I have guilt doing this. I also enjoy intimacy with my wife but the other side of me enjoy with him too. I am betraying my wife. This thing sometimes stresses me lot.