I f****** hate my family, I’m only here because my university is close by, but I want to get my s*** and get out of here. All my family is stuck up worthless hypocrite’s; my aunt abuses my mom and sends her their kids all the time and I now have PTSD over their kids. I’ve thought some horrible things because of it. I wanted to choke my nephew that to let out my anger I choke my pillow with all my grip. I try to leave anytime they arrive and just their presence makes my stomach ache and I feel a sense of dread. I just want to get a job make money and save enough to buy my own land, and get out of here. I have a handwritten letter ready for the day it happens. I am tired and angry none of my family is nice or caring, they only care for what they care. That’s why I am starting my own legacy and family, f*** them