I masturbated and I used mind projection and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful devisive feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious boastful tyrannical impatient stubborn faithless goofy immature irresponsible angry lazy I passed judgement against others I complained overreacted I had a martyr like attitude violent thoughts I was self rightous I lied and I used profanity