I feel like I’m f****** bisexual. And when I watch all these same s** couples it makes me tingle in my pants lol Like it happens involuntarily. I admire that the online series and shows these days show LGBTQ+ community as part of their stories. But at the same time even when I live in such modern times I feel the same fear of the medieval period crawling inside my soul when I try to admit to myself that yep.. I swing both ways not just the heterosexual way.

I so want to try having a same s** relationship with someone but I just my conditioning is so strong that I can only dream of it not actually accomplish it! Plus the country I am born in doesn’t help either!!

I think being bisexual is a truth that I will take with me to my grave. What makes me sad is that I don’t know how many more people like me are dead already the same way or dying to end up that way??