i have memories of being straight. i was 7 years old and i had a crush on a cute boy in my class. by 15 he became a pimply, ugly, scrawny teenager. his younger bro has down syndrome so we all pitied him but i fell out of love by then. i crushed on this girl so hard in uni, but she went and married a bald a****** – who hurt my feelings. they deserve each other. then i got together with this guy a few years ago. then he dropped the bomb that he was originally female. LOL so i became invested in my friendships instead. what happened? my friendships also hurt me. call me whatever you like, but it’s been years and my tears still haven’t dried. these stories are only a few out of many i have experienced with pain.