I’m so tired. I need to rest my eyes and forget. I really need someone to tell me that they’re there. That they’ll be there but won’t say anything. They’ll let me cry out as much as I need and sit there patiently for me. They won’t usher me to be quiet. They won’t tell me everything will be okay and that they understand what I’m going through and what I should do. I just need a quiet empty room and some music with someone who loves me as much as I love them.