Look, the bottom line with me is if it’s in my past, and by that I mean before July 9 2022, I don’t want anything to do with it.
It’s not that I hate everyone, there’s a few I am not particularly fond of, and without a doubt they are the reason for this mindset I carry, no doubt, but the majority of them are a problem. Especially the women I had romantic interest or was involved with. I want nothing to do with them or anyone connected to them or were ever connected to them whether they are or not still currently connected to them ever again.
I see them as hard life lessons that I did indeed learn from. The hard way, by myself, without the support of anyone. Not that I ever asked for it or discussed my issues with anyone. I took it like a man, and I got through it.
There’s a few more recent who I don’t hold any hard feelings towards in any way, but the time has passed for anything of any constructive or of value to happen. It’s now in the past.
Looking at things, I don’t believe there’s anything good or positive that can be had from the past. I want to look forward to the future. Something fresh and untarnished while I continue to build or myself up to what I consider a certain level of human being. Which includes repairing parts of my life which I take full responsibility in allowing to slip to a level I don’t don’t see as satisfactory. But at least I’m moving down that road on my own. I’m not asking anyone for help or leaning on anyone. It’s all me.
That’s the way it goes. I accept those loss.
