during my teenage years, I was feeling very h****, and I didn’t know any better. so I tried to have s** with my younger sister. She was asleep at the time but within a few seconds of attempting to do it, I stopped out of shame and what the repercussions might be. I am aware this is beyond reprehensible and that this is an awful thing to do. but the memory of it has resurfaced recently and it is ruining my mental health. I’m not sure if i’m worried about the repercussions or how it will affect my relationships with other people, especially considering that no one apart from I know I did it and I would get arrested if they knew I tried this.