I masurbated repeatedly and I used mind projection indicating to women that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities while they watch and I made s******* submissive facial expressions and I used profanity also I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless I lied I was afraid anxious worried paranoid disrespectful immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious pathetic goofy devisive feminine oversexed disgusting I was unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible selfish self rightous I was lazy and I had a martyr like attitude and I used profanity and had worldly sorrow resentment and I had violent thoughts and passed judgement against others