I only stay because I don’t want to be alone. I want to know that someone cares about me. I care about him, but I don’t love him. I think I can fall in love with anyone else, he doesn’t complete me. I feel very guilty and sad that this is it. But I’m comfortable and he’s happy so I’ll just wait a little longer and maybe he’ll end it or maybe I will, my biggest hope is I’ll fall in love with him and he stays in love with me and then there’s no issue.