I’m 15 and never been alone with a guy, I’ve never had my 1st kiss, or had someone hold my hand. I’ve never had a simple relationship and honestly I’m a little scared to. My best friend “fell in love” with me, and our friendship got complicated but we never did anything. Now he doesn’t talk to me. I got over that pretty fast, maybe 3days. Same thing when I liked my cousin’s friend. It tore me apart inside. It just felt so wrong liking him but I did, a lot. When ever a guy starts flirting with me it makes me feel so uncomfortable, even more so when girls do it. I’ve been branded “Queen of the Goody 2 Shoes” and famous for it. My friends even nicknamed me Fluttershy, it’s got to be bad at that point. I definitely want to keep my virginity but do I have to be the SUPER VIRGIN? Am I alone on this one? One of my friends said that some guys like girls that are completely inexperienced(makes no sense to me but whatever… is that true???).
