I am a 48 year old woman. I have been living with 3 secrets for more than 1/2 of my life. I am catholic and never confessed these sins but want to let them out. 1. My sister and my female cousin basically molested me when i was around 10. They mad me play with them s******* “f******** then” and sucking their breast. I hated it and did it only a few times and then avoided them. They were only 2 years older than me so i never said anything but to this day it haunts me. 2. At the encouragement of my mother, at 21 years old i got pregnant at my mother enc me to get an abortion instead of being aupportive and letting me have my child. I think about him daily and he would have been 27 this March. 3. When i was 33 i fiynd myself pregnant again, imade a decision to abort again bc of the bad marriage i was in. I think about that child also, but i am ashamed to say not as much as my first child. Im not sure why…
