I want a break from my husband. I love him but I feel like he doesn’t love me with as much as I love him or as much as I would want him to love me. He had a ex gf that in my head feel like he loved her so much. They had about 2 – 3 years broken up before we started to date and I had recently gone out of a long term serious relationship. But I feel like he settled for me. It might be me being not confident because my ex cheated on me. It might be trauma. But I think we need a break. But I know this break will break up our family we have two beautiful kids. I just don’t feel the love I deserve from him. And I think it pains me to admit he might always have feelings for his ex. Is it all in my mind?