i like him so much, i already told him once, it was like a slap to the face, a very very big one. he said he didn’t feel the same way because he wasn’t thinking of dating in general, so he just didn’t see me like that. which i understand his life is quite complicated for him to think about dating anyone. i’m working through it but it’s hard not to like a guy like him. he is all around perfect; and he says some things that make me question whether or not he gained feelings? my ego is too bruised to ever bring that up again. i guess all i want is for him to fall harder than i ever fell for him. guess we will never know.
