I’ve tried being close to the Christian God – who you are referring to, yeah? It’s all a delusion at the end of the day. Everyone believes in something to get them through the day. Some people just have stronger cognitive dissonance. 😅

Ps. If anyone does have REAL faith and REAL experiences, good on you! Really, no sarcasm, but millions of people have prayed and tried to reach him with no luck. 🙂 happy for you that you got that connection though yo, yeah bro!!! Good on you, sad that millions are starving, crying, dying. But keep at it believing that even if there Is a god, that he/she/they gives a f*** about u or will do anything relevant to help u. This life or the next. 💕