I have been destroyed by men my entire life. I have heard ..every one say ..you’d be so pretty if you only lost weight . I’m tired of it . I hate being fat . No one asks for it. I was microchip and forced fed . I was dying back then he forced me to eat . 310 lbs. I hate most all food these days .hate it. I wish I could be thank ful for meals. But I’m not . I am sooo angry.