I ruined my ex-bestfriends life.
She was already having it really tough in her life, she went through terrible trauma at a young age for a few years, her parents beat her, she struggles living and going to school. Me and her have been arguing a lot recently and I’ve done something stupid that will probably be the end of her. I contacted some people and now she’ll probably get taken into foster care, her parents to jail. The guilt of what I did only hit me when I was walking up the stairs and stood wondering what if I fell backwards but it somehow made me realise, that she’ll probably kill herself, me on top of the staircase looking down knowing I could end my life just by falling down made me realise that she would probably end her life. I’m such a terrible person, I wish that I never met her so things wouldn’t have ended so badly resulting in us causing so much harm to eachother.
