honestly, i’m pretty young, and for some context, my dad was and still is a horrible person, so my life is pretty messed up because of him, and i’m trying to recover, but he lefts some scars (not physical ones if you get what i mean) and what those scars are is that i’m afraid of pretty much everything, because he told we as a child that it was dangerous. So, now as i’m older, i have access to the internet. Well, I found a lot of things that arnt recommended for my age, such as, Danganronpa, Yandere Simulator, all that. It’s planted thoughts into my head that if i did what my brain is telling me too, i could go to jail or get in serious trouble. Sometimes i want to hurt someone for the fun of it. But i never act on these thoughts thankfully, but only because of what my dad drilled into my head. I’m afraid of the consequences of what might happen afterwards if i do what my head tells me to, so in a way i’m sort of glad he left that impact on me, because who knows what would happen if he didn’t? But, i do wonder sometimes, if I ever get better and over what my dad did to me, that maybe, one day, i’ll act on what my brain tells me.