I feel like a bitch but I’m talking to this guy and he is probably de nicest guy I’ve ever talked to (of course he is not perfect and has some issues but

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I feel like a b**** but I’m talking to this guy and he is probably de nicest guy I’ve ever talked to (of course he is not perfect and has some issues but we all do) He treats me like we are dating even tho we haven’t even kissed and I truly feel an emotional connection but I just don’t like him physically. I know that’s not what matters but still. I feel so bad that I can’t see past that. And its not like I have the right to feel that way, I’m not a prom queen myself but IDK!!!! I know he sees me as more than a friend and I’m not sure if I should keep things as they are and wait until I potentially start feeling attracted to him or just cut ties and try something not that serious with someone else. P.s he is a couple months YOUNGER which is also something I don’t like even tho he is WAY more experienced than I am. I always thought my first boyfriend would be someone older than me. There is this one guy that is older and is also in our class (we are all im the same uni studying the same career) that has shown some sort of interest in me before and i do feel way more attracted to him. We don’t share the same clases so we haven’t had that much of a chance to talk so I could just go be a girl boss and ask HIM out and see how it goes or just leave things as they are and miss out? Idk I also don’t want to hurt the 1st guy’s feelings but if always been super careful with those things and as a result I am 18 fkn years old and still an absolute saint (i’ve kissed and ONLY kissed 2 people in my entire life)

New Confession

I slipped and fell into a pond at the park and hit my head on a rock and was knocked out. A man was walking by and jumped in and pulled me out. He ‘saved my life’ before I drowned.

I am not free. I belong to him now. He is very possessive of me and he keeps me on a short leash. I don’t want to marry him, and I don’t want to have his kids. While I was in the hospital he pulled my sheets back and looked under my gown. That’s what he wants. He wants it really bad. I can’t count the number of times he has put his finger there, because he can.

He has given me until I finish with my degree next year and then I have to start having kids. He wants at least four.

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There’s this girl who works in the same company at the mall that I do who I’m pretty obsessed with (even though she’s married). I’m always checking her out. Lately, I haven’t seen her in a while, but in the past, I used to sniff the chairs she sat on, and one time she left her stuff at work. So I sniffed her jacket, licked the mouth area of her water bottle, I stole a tampon from her jacket because it has her scent, and I used the lotion she uses to rub on my d*** and balls. If I could’ve, I would’ve came on her jacket.