Everyday I scroll the internet just to find contents(meme) that will help me start a conversation with my so-called closest of friends. I am not good with starting or keeping the conversation moving I know that ok its hard for me, but how long do these people expect only me to be the one who tries. Sometimes I get too tired to repeat the action again but this constant fear of losing the connection hits me every time and I end up sending meme anyway. I don’t have anyone to talk to online but I still stay online thinking, hoping someone will text me first someone will show a little effort…. but no its the same thing over and over again. And I am really very tired of this, SO I AM TELLING YOU THIS F*** YOU ALL F*** YOUR OPINION ON ME F*** EVERYTHING I HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH I HAVE LET MY SELF-ESTEEM GO TO WASTE BECAUSE OF Y’LL. NO MORE TEXTS NO MORE MEMES NO MORE VIDEOS.