The reason I would starve all my life is because I was s******* abused as I slept every night. I could tell because my Virginia was sore and painful as if they were doing it a long time and put something in me. They get pleasure from seeing me while they do this. They play in my hair. They are getting turned on doing this. They do this every night. The feeling is not normal. I never wanted a boyfriend because the boys wanted me to be a h*****. I didn’t want to sell my body. Instead they s******* abused me as I sleep.