took my first unmedicated load tonight.... chatted with this guy on Grindr and, in a moment of vulnerability, told him about how the idea of taking poz

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took my first unmedicated load tonight…. chatted with this guy on Grindr and, in a moment of vulnerability, told him about how the idea of taking poz loads turns me on. he pretty quickly offered to take a med break, stopped his pills for a month, and kept in touch with me the whole time. he’s been feeling pretty gnarly for the last few days and today, I found myself at his place today, heart racing, and just said f*** it and walked in. as soon as he started r****** my p****, I relaxed and started to have fun.

when he blew his load in me, he said “I’m gonna make you so f*****’ sick” and my c*** shot up and was rock f*****’ hard. I sat on his face and had him rim me til I shot my load down his throat.

part of me thinks I’m crazy and is nervous, but the other part of me is just so f****** turned on by the whole thing and wants to keep walking down this bug chasing path. never thought I’d be this guy but… f*** it.

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I am tired of being told by silver spooners, that people who have been working to support themselves since 16, just need work a bit harder to get ahead.

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