I feel guilty, that today, in my English board exam, I chose to write the essay topic which my brain wanted to go for instead of the one which my heart longed for. My heart knew that I could write a story, I would brilliantly write one. Yet, my brain said that would be a disrespect to my father as another topic which was there was under the ones he had predicted. I did not do what my heart wanted as I knew I would come back home to an unhappy expression on my father’s face. Instead, when I came back home, I was scolded for not preparing on the topic which he had suggested and according to him, I ended up writing an “off topic” essay. It is true that my essay wasn’t completely satisfactory on my part. I just…don’t know how I will cope with it for the rest of my life.
