I’ve always said I’ve fallen for people. There’s only one person I did before, but it was through pure manipulation. But now, I’ve met this girl. My feelings for her are so different than any feelings I’ve had before. Before, I’ve realized so many of my crushes were small, and nothing I would be heartbroken over. I simply wanted connection and thought connection with them would be nice. But Taylor is different. I think about her all the time. I can list so much I think is amazing about her. When she tells me she’s happy, I get so excited. When she tells me about her interests, I listen harder. I remember things she tells me better than anyone else. And it isn’t an intense nervousness around her. It’s comfort. I feel safe with her. I think I’m falling for her. Just talking to her and being with her can make my worst days literally disappear. I can remember bawling my eyes out when she wanted to go on a discord call. After hearing her voice, I was ok. She encourages me to better myself. She pushes and challenges me. I even think about how I’m going to get out of things I usually would never want to just sit I can be with her. I’ve never felt this before. I think this is my first time falling in love