I have no intention of risking my freedom only to lash out and take it out on other meaningless human lives out there, yes, we are all meaningless, if you think your life or existence means ANYTHING, you need a reality check. Even if I could get away with it, I wouldn’t. It’s not worth my energy, not worth the planning, not worth my time. Everyone suffers anyway. Everyone has moments where they will cry themselves to sleep and feel worthless because this world is worthless. Nothing, and I mean nothing, means anything. Let that sink in.