what is s**? I had it once and the giver was revolting. Since then I m********* and I want a real s***** romantic good relationship because before it was a s*** show one and a s*** show guy. I need a real man. I am so sick of waiting. The things I have to do to keep erect c*** and o*****. Wow its notable every day now. Even fantasies of people holding me down to be raped by a new man I have never had before who is just my idea of pretty and cute young stud and not someone else’s definition. Never go with someone else’s definition of looks or s** appeal or you will lose at love. Follow your gut and know that if he is not hot enough then just say no. no excuses. no is a full sentence.