I had lusty thoughts about my friend, I was sexting her friend and during one conversations I happened to indirectly mention about it which caused a chaos later on and when she texted me regarding this I acted as if nothing was there and created some random apologetic sentiments and it all got weird
She was too rude about it and it just made me feel bad to accept that coz she made me feel like a very bad person when in reality it was just some natural thoughts
its been months and no one knows but I wanted to get this off so that I can live in peace
