I‘be always been something of a thief among my family. My brother would leave his change on his desk or twenties the grandparents gave him, sometimes his wallet just open.
I have terrible impulse control and sometimes I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from pocketing a bill or taking some change.
It’s gotten to the point where I’ve been stealing money from my mom’s credit card to order food when I’m depressed. It’s silly because I know she would just give it to me if I asked, but I order so much it embarrasses me and I feel ashamed.
I’m almost twenty now and it feels like such a stupid flaw to have. Why do I do this and why is it so hard to stop?
