I’ve been consuming p*** content since I was like 10, and I’m turning 20 at the end of the month. I think it ruined something inside me. I hate it, I have to get off to the most depraved s***. I hate it. I only feel guilt now and my head hurts and it makes me wish I could die. I can’t even form an actual bond with someone cuz I’m scared of irl s** and emotions. I literally want to be lightly lobotomized
