I have a guy in my life. He only cares about money ..and naked. I Dont feel I matter . I cant talk to him. I feel forced to be with him. He couldn’t give a crap about me and my heart or mind . hes fake as they get. Im dying… And hes got no clue . I cant communicat…I cant dare be truthful . he hates the truth. He only wants lies. I used to care about him. But that is dying a painful death due to his horrific neglect of my heart . I don’t need this . if I truly wanted a greedy and stingy man? Hes the guy to go to. Hes so cheap. And a coward. Hes evil. I tried to hold on..but…Im tired of suffering. And feeling alone . I don’t need this .