i feel bad about my s********, i feel bad about the s***** encounter in parks, jungles, public toilets and filthy places. i feel scared about s***** infections and scared of people. i hate myself for being promiscuous. I feel terrible after s***** encounters. i keep wasting my time in finding s** partners online and offline. public outdoor s** is obsessive and I feel bad about it. if I don’t do it I feel leftout. such mix emotions exhaust me. if I don’t practice my s******** I feel empty. i m stucked with these mind games. i have so many weird fantasies. i want to cleanse myself from these behaviours. please god help me.
please god forgive me. please god bless me.
