Me:14 she:11My best friend’s sister who I was secretly dating, broke up with me. She won’t even reply to my texts. She won’t even talk about it. I’m trying to get the reason she called it off and she told me just to forget my feelings. So as I grew very angry, I grabbed a Hershey kiss and put it in her 3lb dog’s kennel. Not telling anyone, which I know I can’t, I was hoping she would suffer watching her dog suffer. I realize now this is a mistake. Worst mistake of my life. I looked it up and it says the dog should be completely okay. This dog, by the way, is completely annoying. He craps and urinates everywhere. She is the only one who likes the dog. Everyone else hates it.
Now I realize that she was just a tool to make myself feel better. Make myself feel wanted. She said she loved me. I replied the same. But I knew even then it wasn’t true. I just hope the dog is okay. I hid the chocolate under his bed, in hopes that he’d have to dig for it. Then hoping someone would investigate the noise of the dog digging. She leaves anything and everything just laying out. Earlier the same day she had left out h large Hershey kiss just laying on the floor. I wanted her to feel like she had been the one to poison the dog. I hope to get there again, finding the chocolate still in place. I feel the guilt building up inside. I can’t hold it. I had to let it out somehow. This is how I chose to.