The condensed version of talk with step MIL’s caretaker was her wanting to be sure that what we are doing is not just a temporary kick for me. I assured her that it is actually difficult for me to not be bonded to step MIL not only for the sensual passionate interaction but also because she has me spend so much time latched onto her breast cuddling and nurturing me. Caretaker said that that must have been hard to admit as a man and i agreed. She had a strange look on her face and told me that while she was not going to out us, that it did bother her, but since she still looked unsettled I asked what else was wrong. She said that she was going to be equally honest and that she had had a wish for a very long time to experience nursing a man ar her own breast. And that that would make the disapproval even harder to deal with than knowing and not telling as it was. I told her i understood and that for me it was such an intimate bonding thing to latch onto step MIL’s breast and for my side it was actually more emotionally bonding than the slow sensual s** was. She said she got that but that it was far worse for her because ever since she had nursed her daughter that she had maintained milk production by pumping and donating it to mothers in need for their own children. That there was something special about knowing that her body qas capable of creating life and literally feeding it. I told her i understood to the degree any man could. We chatted for a bit more and she told me that her expectation was that I would be honest with her about step MIL and that if i hit the point where I wanted to stop being in her bed that I talk to her first because of the reality that with as happy as step MIL is in day to day kife about us being lovers, that she at least wanted to know in advance so that she could be prepared to help step MIL work thru it if she emotionally crashed if the affair were to come to an end. I made her that promise. Has been days now since I had the joy of being in step MIL’s bed and i am missing the entire experience quite a lot. In the meantime my wife is still constantly mentioning how happy her stepmother seems with the days that she has a man (me) around again and keeps encouraging me to spend as much time with step MIL as I can manage.