I have a boyfriend….But I’ve been talking to another guy online a lot more…we spend a lot of time together and we play a lot of games as well. I knew him longer than I have my boyfriend, and I used to talk to him before I met my boyfriend…I’ve developed feelings for him and everyday is harder and harder cause I can’t stand the thought of the pain I would feel if I lost him, and same thing with my boyfriend…Also this guy online always tries to bring my attention to the fact that he went and hooked up with someone when he says he’ll brb and then comes back hours later…is he trying to hurt me or make me jealous or just messing with me? idk…I just don’t want to feel anything anymore. There’s too much pain either way
