I moved to Asia with my wife and young daughter to start a new job. After some time, I started to fall in love with one of my employees. One evening I confessed my feelings and we ended up kissing. We knew it could not go anywhere and left it that. 2 weeks later we went on a business trip together and started a full on s***** affair. It was fantastic, but after about 6 weeks I started a new job snd we decided to end it. However I have never forgotten the experience and still wonder if I should have pursued my true feelings.
My relationship with my wife has somewhat recovered, but to some degree I will always be living a lie.
