I’ll miss you too. Probably a lot more than you’ll miss me. Thanks for giving me the kind of confidence I’ve never had anywhere in my life besides in video games. Thank you for turning my life around, even if you had to play bad cop to do it. I want you to feel safe and be happy. Leave me behind. For your own good. I’m too damaged for you to fix.it wouldn’t be fair. I’ve done too much. I deserve whatever I have coming. Feel like it’s a conflict whether i live through this or not, but I like those odds. Think my luck has finally ran out? Tune in next month to find out. I’m going on vacation til then. I want to live before I die. Goodbye friend of mine. We are strangers now. Only you have the power to change that. I’m sorry for everything. S***’s fucked.