Im lonely . The only person I thought was a true friend, Im learning isn’t . he has agoraphobia. He rarely goes anywhere. He expects me to wait around for him . he strings people along . empty promises . he really is ill . he really doesn’t care I waited 5 years for him . but Im learning June is that deadline for him to get his b*** to visit for the first time in 3 years. I just can’t let myself be used . I want strength in a man . you Dont have to be perfect . but they do need to be darn near it!