When will your cycle and games end? When things get real and serious, you always pull back. It’s easy to tell a person you love them and want them but you dont just call them b**** or w**** or thinking bad of them and not respect them in terms of talking – well in my vocabulary. I cant tolerate that and if thats what you envision of yourself calling me in the future when life gets rough then just let me go.

Aren’t you thinking that I may feel that you’re just using me? Like youre treating me like Im the option? Like you are just getting me attach so you can Save me for later? Do you not think that will curtail my very own right to be happy? You know very well why I cant put up with this and if nothing happens then it will be that way. Why should I stay in a situationship when I know it will just end bitterly? are you just gonna benefit from me all while you couldnt commit and is commited to someone? I dont share my love.nor do i just string Along.

I feel like im doing something wrong and stupid by replying back again. I REALLY REALLY DO. You wanted the attention, Yes? Compromise by telling me what do you actually want from me. Tell me what you expect of me and Ill see if I can do that. If youre going to lecture me forget about it. I dont want to waste your time so dont waste mine.

Pls dont waste this chance or tell me its too late then relapse again. I know what it feels to be under patriarchal d********* and under dysfunctional relationships as well as manipulation. I have lived in chaos and it only makes me feel drained.

Pls dont use me for Entertainment nor treat me like a side chick. Am I giving you that impression? What do you think of me?