I have a friend whom I fell out with last year. Long story short, we made up now but I just don’t know how I feel. They were very close to me but they also hurt me, really badly. To be honest, even though we have made up, we don’t contact each other. They have tried to reach out several times after making up but frankly, I was still kind of holding a grudge. Sometimes I think about blocking her on everything. It s**** because I’m good friends with their best friend and they’re like joint at the hip so I see them randomly/hear of them. I feel guilty for feeling this way even after making up but I can’t help but think of all they’ve done to me.
