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Everyone was home-free for about 24 hours in mid March. A spiritual breakthrough was obtained. Attachment and jealousy and resentment was no more.. Then everything changed when he checked the mail. This? This is not attachment, this is suicidal spite. He need a fire to close in on h now, to force him to jump. Hello, unwilling kindling. He has unlearned everything and completely regressed on purpose. Out of spite. He’s just tired of living…tired of always having to pick himself up and try again. Tired of being discriminated against or misunderstood. Nothing was ever done right on their part. He tried to grow , let go, and move on, they didn’t. Therefore, everything is their fault. They will be accessories to suicide. He will be dead by summer, no matter what happens. You see,, He has lost all hope in humanity. He wants it all to burn. Nothing left worth saving….

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