My desire to preserve my comfortable lifestyle is higher than my desire to act like a jackass. My desire to avoid what I view as excessive punishment for acting like a jackass is higher than my desire to avoid
doing harm to myself. My desire to do harm to myself to avoid what I view as excessive punishment
for me being nothing more than a loud mouthed a****** full of hot air is greater than my desire to be a pacifist. My next course of action is entirely out of my hands. I will just react
based on the preprogrammed response I have decided on with my monkey brain. I’m on autopilot. The lights on but nobodys home.
Jesus take the wheel because I’m sleepwalking to the end. It’s a simple two sided algebra equation that I’ve already solved both sides of.