Yes, yes we got it. You love the icky grandmas because you’re turned on the same way you were when your mom and/or aunt molested you. Now you think everytime you feel some good this way, you’re confused and think it’s bad because you feel guilty about enjoying your abuse. You also think everyone is out to hurt you now so you downright refuse to trust anyone, so I’m sure every other person in the world is having to pay for this now except I’m sure the person who actually made a mess of you like this. You probably even think you have good feelings for your mother, the b**** who should have protected you in the first place. I wouldn’t doubt that you remained a virgin for a long time and claimed you were so full of virtue and actually you were fuking scared out of your mind everytime this thing reminded and brought up memories of when you were abused s*******. If you’re really an a******, you use your fake virtuousness to abuse women when you really hate the old lady women who abused you deep down, yet you’re so messed up, they are the ones still yet you are sleeping with. So yes, I hear you.