I have nothing left to hide. I have no dignity left. I am no better than the picture in my head I had painted of her. I focused on her projections to

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I have nothing left to hide. I have no dignity left. I am no better than the picture in my head I had painted of her. I focused on her projections to distract from my own projections. Turns out I was just paranoid and delusional the entire time and that girl doesn’t think I’m charming or s***, she is legitimate hurt and frightened and even repulsed by me. She would have the same reaction to me now that she had to that nurse that night. She has shone a mirror on my failures and I honestly don’t see anything worth salvaging. I’ve completely shut down mentally. I’m just smoking a s*** ton of pot and playing a ton of video games, sleeping 12 hours a day and plying runescape all day while I watch YouTube videos and p*** the entire time so I don’t have a chance to think because I can’t handle reality. Ten years and nothing has changed. I’m just wired wrong. I’m pretty trash.

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When my sisters son was 12, he would not m*********, so one Sunday morning me and my sister held him down and forcefully masturbated him, me and my sister were covered from head to foot with his s****, he was still hard, so i took my nephews erect p**** and put it in his mother’s C***,

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